blablablabla: July 2011

Idk what to type . So it's random . Actually , I wanna try to write in English because I just wanna improve my grammar and blablabla . Nowadays , there're a lot of things going on in my life . For example , my adopted sis and I were close like we're related to each other . But now , we're not because she has a new adopted sis ( maybe , just a hunch ) . Wow ! I was like OMO ! You're guys are so close to each other . And you kid ! You even don't say hello to me like always , like before . I'm shocked with your changes . I know I know . Your new sis is much better than me . Much different than me like I'm the moon and your sis's the earth . Hurm , and your besties , your friend are not like I have known before . You guys really change a lot these days . I wondered because I'm close to your enemy kid . But wait ! You said to me that u kid and your so called enemy are not enemies anymore . You always talked like crap . I hate it . And then , you guys always comment together and wall to wall together . Hey kid ! You really forgotten me that easily . I'm not a garbage that you can throw me aside just because you found another one who's more PERFECT than me . Oh come on ! You always said to me that no one is perfect in this world . But you , you and your mouth ! I can't believe it . How could you do this to me ? Am I that bad ? Did I treat you like shit ? I treated you like MY OWN SIS . Are you blind kid ? At least , I found a replacement for you . She's more nicer than you . Yeah ! GO ahead . I know you don't bothered about this . You're selfish and a brat ! We known each other longer than you know that BITCH . Besides , even my bff and I said the same thing . She's not that good not that nice . You guys have nothing common . The bitch and I like k-pop but not as much as you kid . Why can't you accepted me ? First , I was close with 2ca , now everything changes in a blink . I now close with 2cp . Awkward ! Or you're just getting tired and bored watching my fucking face ? I know you're a smart and a cute kid . A prefect as well . But it doesn't mean you can treat me this way . I'm your SENIOR , remember ? What's wrong kid ? Just tell me . I'm not gonna bite or kill you . I just wanna know the truth . You hate me ? I'm disgusting for you ? I'm a badmouth , isn't it ? Well good job ! FOR NOT TELLING ME THE TRUTH !!! Come on , don't be such a coward . Be more braver . Not be more coward -.- Why can't you just tell me the truth ? You're the same as others . I MEAN YOUR FRIENDS , YOU FOOL ! Thanks my dear NURUL AINI and WAN NUR AZIZAH because you guys are the best adopted sis ever . Not like you SYAHIRAH BT AHMAD NASARUDDIN , hahahahaha . A lil bit satisfied typing your name BIG ! You quickly forgot your old friends and sis . Well now I understand how aini felt when syera did that to her . Gosh ! I'm an idiot for not understanding her feelings .

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